My heart...

   My heart breaks for those who have died, lost loved ones, or who have been injuried in the Boston marathon.  I am a runner.  I love running and it is so sad that someone has intentionally hurt others who were just doing something that they loved.  I pray for all of those who have been effected by this.  I pray that we can be stronger and better people.  More loving.
   I started running when my Dad died.  It helped me.  It gave me a time to talk to my Father in Heaven and ponder.  I continue to run and love the time it gives me to just think and remember what is important in life.  I am grateful that I can run and I hope that others will continue to run if they find joy in it.  Keep praying.

Top of Utah marathon

Run

   Yesterday Jesse and I went for a long run.  We made it nine miles.  It felt good but I was super tired!  Jesse's half iron man is coming up soon!  He is going to do great!  It was fun to run with my hubby and just be outside.  Jesse's parents watched Dawson for us, which was really nice of them.  Then after we ate dinner with them and hung out for a bit.
   We got a lot done this week.  I did a lot of spring cleaning!  Jesse planted some really pretty flowers in our pots.  He did a good job!
  This past week Dawson started to scoot crawl!  He can get anywhere now!  It's pretty slow, but he is good at it!  He also waves hi and bye.  It is the cutest thing ever to see him learning!

Dawson loves bath time!

 Jesse and I love his little birth mark on his lower back.  We think it's adorable!

 Cute little butt

 

 

 So Jesse was looking at Dawson today during church in his car seat and he noticed that his eyes were heavy and he was almost alseep.  I told him to rub the side of his eyes a little.  He was instantly asleep when he did that.  Jesse was amazed.  How did you know that would help?  I said, "cuz i'm his mom."  I've been thinking a lot about that lately.  I love how I really "know" my son.  I love that bond between a mom and her child.
   
                            I love that I know you.......
  I love that I know when you are tired you like your face lightly rubbed with one finger.
  I love that I know that you are not afraid of the dark.  You actually like it.
  I love that I know that the stroller is one of your favorite things ever.
  I love that I knowt that even if your not tired you will fall asleep in the car.
  I love that I know that when you are hungry you won't even cry.
  I love that I know that when you are tired you will hum just a little bit.
  I love that I know when you are happy you smile with your mouth open.
  I love that I know when you are excited you kicks your legs.
  I love that I know you are just a little shy.
  I love that I know in the night sometimes you just want a hug goodnight.
  I love that I know that when you are really really tired you like my face against your face.
  I love that I know you love to be sung to, any silly song will do, but church ones are your favorite.
  I love that I know that you loves kids, Brody and Piper are your best friends.
  I love that I know that you are a people person.
  I love that I know that you loves being read to, when I'm done reading and put the book down you might     cry.
  I love that I know that you love to be swaddled even though you get out of it.
  I love that I know you like dogs and already want one.
  I love that I know you are tickalish on your thighs.
  I love that I know that you like veggies better than fruit, but will eat anything.
  I love that I know you so well.  I Love you so much and I'm so grateful that I am your Mommy.

Random...

    Family Love.....

Help me!  haha we love this kid too much!

  This week was an eventful one for Dawson and I.  We went to the zoo on Monday and to Baby Animal Days on Thursday!  It was a lot of fun.  

At the Zoo I only took one pic.....

Those are the elephants, you can't see them good though.  Dawson slept almost the whole time there!  So he only really saw the elephants!  Laura her kids, Barb her kids, my mom and Brody and Piper came too.  It was fun.  My favorite was the new water land.  I liked the huge blind seal.  He just swims in circles all day.

   Baby animal days was even better!  It was up in Logan.  It was fun watching Dawson look and want to feel the bunny.

 He grabbed the bunnies ear and wouldn't let go!  Ops, poor bunny.  Dawson wants a bunny now!  (Not for a while!)

Dawson's face is funny in this pic.  Rachael loved the animals!  She was so cute!  Kaylee loved them too!

  We went on a little train ride and Dawson loved it!  He kept smiling.  He is already full of adventure.

This is what my Mom's house usually looks like!  I love it.  Lots of toys and fun.  Dawson absolutely loves Grandma's house.  He also loves playing with Jensen.  They are funny, they usually just grab at each others faces.  ha!

The other day Jesse was working hard in the yard and Dawson and I were playing on the blanket.  Jesse works so hard and our yard is looking great!  I need to help more  :)

 He loves the grass!  He kept eating it!  Loves it.

  Dawson is also starting to crawl!  He does the army crawl.  So he isn't on his hands and knees yet, but i'm guessing any day!  He is getting big so fast!  He loves sitting in the grocery carts like a big boy now too!  

Loves the swings!

This is what I bed often times looks like.....where do I sleep?!
Anyways....way random post....but loving life and grateful for all I have!
Have a good week!

EASTER!

    This year Easter was wonderful!  Here is our cute little bunny.....

   Jesse did think I was crazy when I dressed him like this.  :)

The Easter bunny came to all of us this year!  We hid our baskets!  Dawson found his fast!  (Daddy helped!)

Jesse found his hiding in the grill!

Mine was in the dryer!  I got a huge chocolate bunny and a gift certificate to get my nails and toes done!  (Thank you sooo much Jesse!)

Dawson looked so handsome for church!

  We went to my Mom's for dinner and all my sisters their families were there.  It was fun!  We even dyed eggs and Jesse did a amazing egg!  It took him forever and it was basically perfect!  I wish I took a pic on my phone of it!  We had a wonderful dinner and just hung out!
   I am soooo very grateful for my Savior and all He does for me every single day.  I'm so grateful for the resurection and this gospel.  I Love Him.
Happy Easter!!!!!

Lori this part is for you......
Look what Jesse did the other day!  He was trying to get Dawson to laugh!  Jesse is always doing such funny things.  He is the cutest and best Dad ever!

   HAHAHAHAH!!!!   I couldn't stop laughing!


This weekend Jennica and Addison moved  :(  we miss them and Brad already!

 She is seriously too cute!!!!

I'm glad that we squeezed in some time together!

Grandma was so cute with them!!!!  It was fun talking with her and watching her hold our babies!
Come back soon Addie, Jen and Brad!

Disneylannd

   Sad day.....my camera broke!  I was in Cali and it just made a weird noise and now is busted.  :(  So....my blogging is going to be less.  We are on the hunt for a new one though!  Hopefully this week!

    My amazing sister and her husband are having a hard time.  Sweet little Trevor had to be admitted into a home.  He had been banging his head against the wall and punching himself.  I love that little kid so much and I am praying for him like crazy.  They are doing tests and trying to get answers to why he is doing this.  They don't know how long he will be there, just taking it one day at a time.  Steve puts it best when he says, "Autism sucks."  Laura is the definition of amazing.  I look up to her so much.  I only wish I could help her more.  I know that the Lord is helping them with all of this.

    A couple of weekends ago my sisters and I got to all go to Disneyland!  It was so much fun!  We left Thurday morning and started the 12 hour drive!  It was actually a fun car ride.  We talked a laughed a lot.

    Barb and Karen laughing...... we laughed a lot.

   When we reached Cali we headed straight for our favorite place to eat, BJ's pizza!  So yummy.  We got deep dish pizza and pazookies.  Then we did a little shopping and walked on the beach.

   The next day we went to Disneyland!  We had a fun filled day there.  The new ride in Cars land was one of my favorites.  It was so cool!  Made me laugh the whole time.
  We got to go to Disneyland two days.  The next day went by so fast!  We really all had a blast.  I love being with all my sisters.
  As you can tell my camera died at this point.  :(  I am going to get the pictures my sister took from when we were at Disneyland.  So i'll have to do another post when I get those.
I missed these two while I was gone

  I missed this little boy so much!

He loves playing in this little crib!  Put a bunch of toys in here and he is good for a while.

One night Jesse put Dawson in the RED VINES box and he loved it.  Jesse is a very creative daddy.

Where did my little baby go?!!?!  He is growing up so fast.  LOVE HIM!